Full-Blown Agony: My Fight With the Enigmatic Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a dreary weekday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a intense pain sprang behind my one eye. This was followed by quick stabs, similar to lightning bolts. As each class progressed, the discomfort subsided and then returned with greater intensity. Multiple times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and ran to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I tried aspirin, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The attacks returned repeatedly that autumn, and again in the spring, soon forming an annual pattern. The autumn months were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the routine: aura in the morning, early pangs on the commute, full-blown pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In late 2019, a doctor eventually sent me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
This condition often begin with intense pain around one eye that persists for several hours.
About one in 1,000 individuals are affected by the disorder, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks typically start with sudden, excruciating agony around a single eye that reaches its peak within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Attacks come in clusters, every day or several times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists an episodic type, which arrives in seasonal bouts; others have chronic cluster headaches, characterized by the absence of extended symptom-free periods.
What unites patients is the severity. One study rated the pain at 9.7 10, more severe than broken bones or other conditions. A separate discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm amid bouts; the figure dropped to four percent when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, 74, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her attacks started when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the ground and hit my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition worsened through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, like many triggers, made things worse. After drinking alcohol at her school leaving party, she recalls barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often mistook her attacks as intoxicated behavior. Support eventually came from her parent and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after moving, but often hid her illness. She was fired from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her definitive identification came in 2002 at a national hospital.
Still, the inability to organize daily activities around unpredictable pain took its effect. She particularly disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been documented across history. “The earliest description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the subject. They linked the disease to an evil spirit who attacked his victims' heads.
Ancient healing records propose bizarre remedies for what some experts would classify as a migraine. In the medieval times, migraine was recognised as a distinct condition, with therapies ranging from bloodletting to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a Dutch physician who provided the first detailed account of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very intense headache occurring and disappearing daily at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially recognised by international headache committees in 1988. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major blood vessel which supplies blood to the head. Leading experts in diagnosing the disorder explain this.
In 1998, scientists published the results of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the episodes in a brain scanner. The data, published in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they recovered.
Despite such progress, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks started in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he underwent four operations before finally being diagnosed in 2014, after a doctor researched his symptoms.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosing and managing happen because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and low, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He proceeds by ruling out other primary head pain disorders, such as tension-type headache, before confirming the disorder. A thorough history is essential: on which side do signs appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated centers. But many first go to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her adult life, although she hasn't had an attack since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars extracted because dentists misinterpreted her pain. She thinks dentists still need much more awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an bout in 2021; a calm advisor guided them through oxygen therapy and drugs until the attack eased.
National guidance on treatment recommend that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine medication administered by injection. No tablets or opioids should be used. Prophylactic options include verapamil, which apparently soothes the bouts of some people.
But leading specialists argue the official guidelines need revising to reflect a more defined treatment process and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, timing is critical: “The length of the bout determines the approach.” Short cycles with occasional episodes are handled with abortive therapy alone. Longer or more severe bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an injection into the side of the head where the discomfort is that decreases nerve activity.
The national guidance need revising to reflect a